I consider getting a tattoo within a month of your 18th birthday as a wonderful “tradition”. I’ve been thinking about what would be perfect on my body for years now, YEARS, and I’ve finally come up with it.
“Promise me you’ll never forget me because if I thought you would I’d never…
ah, the writing is wrong. :( online translators suck haha. i’m trying to figure out how to translate the phrase well. i’ll get back to you soon. :)
i have mixed feelings about tomorrow’s being my last full day of high school. bittersweet doesn’t even describe how i feel.
a part of me is SO relieved that i’m finally done with high school. the past four years have definitely been exhausting and overwhelming, and it feels so relaxing to not have anything to worry about over the summer. i’m super excited for the summer because i realize that this is probably the last summer ever in my life where i will be completely relaxed without worrying about anything.
a part of me is too sad to let go of high school. high school has been the most enjoyable years of my life so far, and i have had so many great memories that i will carry with me forever. i LOVE the people that i met and became friends with in high school, and some of them have become my family. it breaks my heart to even think about leaving them in fewer than three months.
a part of me is SO excited to graduate. i’m so excited for all the new adventures and journey i will have in college. i’m excited to actually study the courses that i want to study and live in an educational environment. i’m excited to live with my awesome roommate and my other suitemates that i haven’t met yet. i’m excited for all the Trojan spirit and the fun USC has in store for me.
a part of me is anxious about leaving. i’ve never lived away from my family, and i love them so much. i can’t even think about living away from my family, and i honestly have no clue how i’m going to survive with them. i’m gonna miss my friends so much, too. i’m gonna miss everything that i’m familiar with: home, school, church, the area, the weather. i’m scared about finding a good church in LA, and i’m worried about meeting new people.
a part of me doesn’t even realize that tomorrow is the last full day of high school EVER. i’m still sitting here doing homework and frantically stuying for three final exams, which i don’t even have to study for. just to think that this is the last time i’m ever studying for anything related to high school is just crazy. i feel like i’m gonna be back sitting at my desk doing high school work next week.
man, these mixed feelings are killing me. the happiness, the sadness, the excitement, the anxiety, the indifference—they are all killing me right now. tomorrow will pass like every other normal school day, and then i will come home and realize that it is almost all over.
today was the last normal school day for me. tomorrows the exams for 5 and 6th period. i dont even have to take a test in 5th period. we’re playing kickball instead. i think this week went a little bit too fast. im not getting sick of you yet! ugh. i think i’ll get sick of people if they lie to me. or hide things from me. or act like a bitch. those are all the things i HATE. its not like i wont understand it if you tell me. unless you know what you’re doing is wrong. then why would you even do it?
we played ultimate freezbee today. it was boring. i didnt even try to catch it. i think its a stupid game, just like football. LOL. but i loved the wind, felt so nice. john du’s shoes ripped. HAHHAHAHA. then we hid his backpack. why are people so mean to him? :( thenn i made my lab boook. took so longg. it looks like crap. lol but i could careless. HAHHA. and i also showed mrs. Viscardo john and nathan’s sleeping pictures. she was laughing. LOLOL
NOW WHY’D YOU DO THAT. you just said “why are people so mean to him? :(” and then wrote that you showed Mrs. V the pictures. T.T
You love hoodies. You love jeans. Dogs are better than cats. It’s hilarious when people get hurt. (sometimes) Shopping is torture. Sad movies suck. You own a car racing game. You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. You have watched sports on TV. Gory movies are cool. You go to your dad for advice. You own like a trillion baseball caps. You used to collect hockey cards. Baggy sweats are cool to wear. It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors or all. You love to go crazy and not care what people think. Sports are fun. You talk with food in your mouth. You sleep with your socks on at night. You have fished at least once.
—-YOUR GIRL SIDE—-
You love to shop. You wear eyeliner. You wear the color pink. You go to your mom to talk. You consider cheerleading a sport. You hate wearing the color black. You like going to the mall. You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. You like wearing jewelry. You cried watching The Notebook. Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. You don’t like the movie Star Wars. You are/were in gymnastics. It takes you at least one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. You smile a lot more than you should. You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. You care about what you look like. You like wearing dresses when you can. You like wearing high heel shoes. You used to play with dolls as a little kid. You like putting make-up on others. You like being the star of everything. Pink is one of your favorite colors.
• Appearance •
I am shorter than 5’2. I have many scars. I tan/burn easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I’ve had/have braces. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than two piercings. I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
• Embarrassment •
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose. I’ve had my pants rip in public.
• Health •
I’ve gotten stitches. Broken a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had serious surgery. I’ve had chicken pox.
• Traveling •
I’ve driven/ ridden over 200 miles in one day. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Canada. I’ve been to Cuba. I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Ottawa. I’ve gone to Sudbury. I’ve been to the Caribbean. I’ve been to Europe. I’ve been to Florida.
• Experiences •
I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. I’ve been to a casino. I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny-dipping. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve crashed/rolled a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a musical. I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. I’ve seen the Northern Lights. I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I’ve played a prank on someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I’ve eaten Sushi. I’ve been snowboarding.
• Relationships •
I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m engaged. I’m married. I miss someone right now. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• Honesty / Crime •
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve snuck out. I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve ran a red light. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested.
• Death and Suicide •
I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone/something dying. Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. You have planned your own suicide. I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• Materialism •
I own over 5 rap CD’s. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Pac Sun. I own something from The Gap. I own something I got on E-Bay. I own something from Abercrombie.
• Random •
I can sing well. Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. Open up to others easily. I watch the news. I don’t kill bugs. I sing in the shower. I am a morning person. I paid for my cell phone ring tone. I am a sports fanatic. I twirl my hair. I care about grammar. I have “?”’s in my screen name. I love spam. I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day. I bake well. My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange I would wear pajamas to school. I like Martha Stewart. I know how to shoot a gun. I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. I laugh at my own jokes. I eat fast food weekly. I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room. I am really ticklish. I like white chocolate. I bite my nails. I’m good at remembering faces. I’m good at remembering names. I’m good at remembering dates. I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. All my answers were totally honest.